a tall personality

The first person I knew that died was my grandma.  I distinctly remember feeling like I couldn't feel as sad as I thought I was supposed to feel because it just didn't make sense to me that she would be gone forever.  Not only did I feel like I would see her again, but that she wasn't very far away. When I was in elementary school a boy close to my age died in an accident involving another young family member and a firearm.  I remember being confused that one day he was there and then he was gone.  I hadn't seen anything happen or change, he was just gone.  I knew the story of what happened, but it still made so little sense to me how he could just be gone, the emotion I remember the strongest is overwhelming confusion. In 5th grade Fauna, who had been in my class for most of my life and was in my girl scout troop lead by my mom, was trapped in a fire.  I think that was the first time I felt the sadness.  Classmates and teachers taped notes to her ...

It was an idyllic summer night.  Sunset in the avenues, a semi-famous musician making a backyard of  people exclusively of my demographic sway.  Wafts of expensive cologne graced the air around the most common type of young man there who seem to spend a lot of time at the gym after work.  Their job descriptions sometimes are so foreign to me that I get a little bored before they finish saying them.  In their free time they like to water ski. Almost without exception the girls were wearing some variation on the theme of skinny jeans, flowy tops, long beach-curly hair, big jewelry, and strappy sandals...myself included.  I didn't mean to fit in that well and I felt a little ill at ease about it. I sat alone in the back so I could watch for my friends who were coming.  A girl who also fit the mold for the party and was in the same boat as me sat in the chair next to me.  It wasn't long before a very handsome man taller than anyone has any bus...

Casey went first, traversing a cliff face and setting gear while his girlfriend Helena was belaying him and I was watching. I hadn't done anything like this before so I'll try to explain so you can imagine.  When we were climbing up the rocks the first person set gear as they went to protect themselves in case they fell, then set up a belay at the top so it was impossible for the other two climbing up behind them to fall more than a foot or two. Casey doing what I just described However, when climbing sideways on a cliff like we were at that moment it's a little different.  Even if there is a belay, the distance between you and the next piece of gear determines how far you fall.  If you unclip from a piece and the next one is 10 feet away if you fall you'll swing on a 10 foot long rope until you're directly under the next piece of gear, and at least 10 feet down from it.  Scary, right? Helena coming across part of the traverse Casey was taking...

I was so graciously invited by one of my BEST friends ever Katie Bryson to join her on a Ragnar team for the Wasatch Back this weekend! Before I did a Ragnar, I only had some vague idea of what it was, so for those of you who don't know I'll explain Ragnar a little.  Each team of 12 has two vans with 6 runners each.  Each runner runs three times, so all six in van 1 run a leg, then all six in van 2 run a leg while van 1 rests/drives to where they pick up the race again, on and on.  The legs are of varying distances/difficulties runners of varying experience and in-shape-ness can participate.  You start Friday morning, run/drive all night (we slept 3 hours), and end Saturday afternoon or evening depending on how fast you are. Doesn't that sound like fun!?  Their motto is something to the effect of run, eat, sleep? repeat which about sums it up I was the last runner in van one, so I didn't run for several hours after we started.  My first leg was lik...

I had one REEEALLLY crappy day this week, but before I talk about that, I want to talk about how the rest of the week was so awesome. Monday I got a tattoo on my arm!  Just kidding,  I got to be a part of an awesome celebration of a marriage of two friends of mine.  They decided the Monday before their wedding they would organize a Tri for all their friends.  It happened to fall on May 5, so what did they call it?  Cinco de Tri-yo, of course!  We got to choose our numbers and I chose 99686, the Valdez zip code.  The next day I worked with some fun co-workers who teased me about my 'prison tattoo' all day.   Later that week we had the actual reception which was lovely and wonderful.  Kevin and Jerrica looked so happy and peaceful, plus they had a super fun party complete with a bean bag toss, ammo box tug-o-war, a tandem bike, and all my favorite people. And something curious happened. People kept asking me if I was Rainy, who...

 These are all the fun things I have been doing! Canyoneering in Robber's Roost!  I have done some canyons before but nothing like this experience.  It was much HARDER as there was less rappelling and walking and more down climbing.  Down climbing is rough!  Literally, the walls are like sandpaper and you use the friction of your body against them to not fall to your death. Despite being quite scared for much of the time I loved it and want to go again Cotopaxi Questival!  Ran around between SLC, Wyoming, Park City, and Provo for 26 hours with three great friends, scored lots of points (made it into the top 25 out of maybe 300? teams), did things I have never done (Homestead Crater), got an awesome backpack, and forgot to tuck my shirt in for this picture, oops.  It was such a cool picture though and one of the only ones on my phone :) Attempted Trail Ragnar in Zion with this lovely crew!  We're called the 509ers becaus...

I gave myself an Easter present to go visit Annie's family in Colorado!  I had never met baby Sadie and she had already been around for over a month so it was about time. Sadie is a cuuutteee little baby!  She looks a lot like Hailey did, has beautiful lighter colored eyes, and hair that sticks up no matter what you do to it.  My dad says that Hailey reminds him of Annie and Sadie reminds him of me. A 1 1/2 year old running around needing mom all the time gave me a lot of time to hold and rock and snuggle baby Sadie, I loved it! Everyone at church, the girls in their Easter dresses I brought them, soooo cute and fun to shop for nieces!  Sadie played a game at church called "fall asleep then wake up and scream the moment you walk into any meeting."  Apparently most parents are very familiar with this game but it was new to me. It was Herbert's birthday the day I left so Hailey colored this card for him, she's really getting good... She...

Sorry, it has been a few days!  I went to Idaho to visit this precious little thing. This is baby Anders, he's my best friend's little boy so I consider him my nephew.  He's like my nephew in law?  He's an adorable sweet little baby who didn't mind a stranger without much experience with itty bitty babies holding him a bunch!  So cute and fun to visit! I also came to see this guy!  Bennett is a rambunctious, witty (for a 3.5 year old), energetic, brilliant kiddo!  He told me the difference between protein and carbohydrate, beat me in memory, and he had me read him the whole Friend magazine twice.  The second time through he told ME all the stories.  Also he calls me "Auntie Sarah" which basically gets me to do whatever he wants! This morning doggie pile/snuggle was too cute (probably not Kaela's favorite picture but I just loved this moment!). We ate delicious food (ALWAYS delicious with Kaela), played at the park, wen...